shoots i think im blogging too much in jus like, an hour.
i dontknow,
i jus feel like typing.
then i dont wanna go edit my earlier posts.
hah.
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ayeayeeayeee.
i was wrong,
i was so wrong to see and think of her that way.
its like, the same thing how she viewed her.
and now i personally experienced,
i really was wrong.
want to thank for making me see my flaws.
i dint used to do that,
but now i am.
well im growing up.
aiya dontknow what im talking abt.
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tears jus nearly whelmed over the top.
started from the deep core of the soul,
and stopped at the brim of the windows to the soul.
[ok that was so _____]
shit why my feelings change so easily,
jus in a matter of a few minutes,
a few seconds,
ayeaye guilty of what i thought of laoshi.
/: so many guilt.
learn so many
guilt so many,
but i must also start doing something.
to show tears arent wasted,
to show that her efforts arent wasted.
such a strange world;
and they say during the student life,
its the most relaxing period of the entire life.
really,
i cant imagine when im 20 or sth.
ok too far-fetched.
jus 15 days,
just quinze jours.

no more tears shed,
no more sorrys.

{/9:22 PM}

Typed by Yours Truly.