grah i cant audi because my comp is filled with virus?
i know its infested with viruses but cant be bothered to like, reboot it or sth.
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i dnt knw if quarantine those virus work, for none of them can be repaired wth.
bah scanning the e drive now...
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todays om is i suppose...
dntknw.
somehow i feel...like i dint put emotions into the performance as i did usually in rehearsals.
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like sigh, after the whole thing ended, i dint know what i do and everything-
i dntknw if this is supposed to be good or not,
but the lines jus spilled out,
and..yarh.
well heck the performance, its not really important.
:] our structure was well!
heh 80.5 pounds!
/: well only around 35kg la...but i suppose they said the omsg got 75pounds leh.
we dint go for the testing for omsg coz ahem apparently someone dint bring.
ok nvm its in the past la,
and they changed the structure so the current might be stronger.
it appears to?
anw oops i said the wrong thing to amanda and szeyuan! heh i forgot it was 80.5pounds, not kgg..
gah anw the sec4 team aft us is pro okay!
the 4 beams is like really thickkk,
and i dnt knw how it can be 18g only!
and they started with those gigantic olympaid weights lor! that are most probably like, 5? 10? kg or even more. and they really could stack a lott!
gahh.
wellwell.
eeks the om prsnt cut into lunch, ok so well i dint manage to go down to bring everything down to audiii..but well called chongmin, and hah ate the only thing i had the whole day-chickenrice with veggie and egg! (omg i typed eye at first) with tongy, ruthie, fantong, and ahhh shit i cant rmb if...ohoh it was yangxi yes. the chinese dancer also. who wrote on the class board when i came back ltr.
stupid mrs amy, keep delaying geog prsnt.
/:
want to get over and done with.
bahhhh..
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then it was guzheng syf prac in audi!
mrs ee came to watch and gave comments and suggestions,
and aha i rmb she said we very guai dont talk at all while the teachers are talking.
sigh and i feel i deproved.
dnt knw, jus felt like, i had no confidence in the yaozhi part for aijiang kuai ban.
feel like i always out of beat or sth.
tsk i must listen listen.
then it was break, and well pam talked about meetings and stuff,
and laoshi came to talk also, and she said the last row dint look at her.
hmmmmm? sigh i thought i looked at her quite a lot of time lor. :x esp during chunjie.
okay i shouldnt say this, i should listen to her and look MORE.
and...about now i partner with wenjiao..
grah i dntknw, i feel like, because aftall shes my senior, i dnt know how to talk to her if well she dont go for pracs and stuff in these 2 crucial weeks.
sighhhh.
oh well.
'guzheng 3 is falling apart'
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i suppose i was surprised when she exclaimed when there isnt cca prac aft sch. (because apparently only me n chongmin [& pam la] were free?)
i dont know, in my mind, i thought she was a good senior, not like someone who will say yay when we dnt have pracs. like, she should have seen that we really do need pracs, and everyone in gz3 (ok nt EVERYONE) is not exactly serious enough? bah including me. at times because i really still have many flaws. like look more (but hm i really thought i did much more than like, a month ago, but perhaps its not enough yeah?) the yaozhi part, be sure of dynamics, be steadyy, and hm ok now the fa# is well oookkayyy..but yes i must prac if ill go back to the old state.
deux semaine,
vraiment juste deux semaine,
au jour.
(shit is it au ah. tsk haiya)
i shall try audi again.
hm must do scsia aftsch, and prac guzheng la.
seriously at home.
well lasttime, it was kinda revision i played and prac-ed everything taught before.
but actually i do play better if prac-ed with someone. /:
ah well.
guzheng 3...

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