tag replies:
hk-yes girl happy bday anw u like my octopus right! (tho i said wanted a more symbolic prsnt, the doodoo did had some meaning in it too[:)
shirlynn-ahah sorryyy and yesss u can link me! i was more antisocial? bla dont know what im talking about! ;D

yay so this blog is now offcially opened to public.
ahah.
hmmmm...
stupid headache.
tsk sigh ahhh why am i sick
damn had fever on mon, then this stupid headache ytd and today.
i suppose ltr go see doctorr...
but i dont want mc for tom!
bla i wanna go GUZHENGGGG...and see wonderful om prsnt!! (tongy & yogi & chunny & linxiny & ethelly & clarice & sarahh!! aftall they rly spent a LOT on the props, basically on this om thingy. really a lot man. i must applause them.)
digressing.
back to topic.
aiya like aft sitting even for a while i stand up, my head will start to pain!
its at the back of my head, and it has like a rhythmic beat? *painn* 2sec *painn* 2sec *painn* and it goes on for perhaps a few minutes?
arhhh and when i bend down it starts to pain too.
;(((((
i dont wanna be sickk...
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thanks pam, for doing that, and well trying to believe us and give us a chance?
yeah i know i really am quite slow reaction, and therefore blur, and well my specs keep sliding down, and it was esp during the concert, i noticed that, and like, i tried to look up for the last few songs, esp endless love, then my specs just keep sliding!! i was like panicking coz i dont know if i look like a old granny trying to look at the conductor. i dont know.
yes this is an excuse, like i once tried to simply think 'aiya i was born just slow reaction. i just CANT get it right so fast' but that really was just excuses.
and the specs one.
and that strand of hairr...yes wanting! i knoww look so extra there.
grahh i looked at the concert clip and realised i looked damn ugly la.
like my back is still hunched, (tho i tried to straighten, but obviously not enough yet) and my specs really is blocking in the way.
/:
excuses.
i shall really try to concentrate on what laoshi says in front!
and have more confidence?
well i always need confirmation from others beside me, and when i dont get it, i really kinda lose confidence then dont know what to play too.
move move move,
and ahhh all the new actions!
on the right beat right beatt!!
ok gone mad.
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and to think i once thought that of her.
i am really so ashamed.
guilty; of the fact i would even have that thought.
how could i not even understand the simple reason behind all these?
really am deserved to be punished.
after all that she has done...
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gah hahah i like -
i am random.
my feelings are like...the weather?
the stock exchange market!
up up down down down up up down.
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