:)
ending my rather short hiatus!
well.
no cca today mah, so have some time to do this post!
well.
my ca2 rather sucks.
as in, really downright sucksss.
my la, maths, chi, sci and geog have landed in hell alr.
(ok pls excuse my unusual use of vulgarities/:)
well. i thought my sc was going to be okay.
apparently not.
and now i am really wishing for history?
but really i dont dare to wish for much alr.
i dno, i cant trust my instincts alr.
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today there i saw it.
its all starting already.
the dream broke,
it just suddenly dawned on me.
it shocked me really.
yeah _____ arent good.
but.
i suppose they are unavoidable,
and (being a lil cynical) i believe that all humans have desires in themselves,
and like, cant be always so..so..generous and kind and nice and everything.
ohwell.
but i just know in this world,
if u want something,
you fight for it.
you cant possibly be so nice and kind and simply let the others have the chance so easily.
i dont know,
its easier said than done.
but i am willing to try, & show?
believe in myself.
this is not selfish thoughts,
its just, achieving things u want; aims.
but of course not deliberately hurting anyone in the process, definitely not.
only then will it get ugly.
but well..the word's deliberately.
someone have to be hurt, be the sacrificial lamb in the long run.
ah well.
dont want to think too much about such things;
only makes one more frustrated and worried,
for nothing.
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i suddenly see everything.
i've mastered the skill of two-face so well,
i dont feel any transititon now.
its already natural.
:]
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about better stuff,
hah i love ashley tisdale's songss!!
<3
not all, but some which are quite..nice in the tunes?
especially the slow and lyrical ones;D
time limit for writing post is over!
shall end here.

{/5:13 PM}

Typed by Yours Truly.