ar dead me and blog.
sigh there is a weird sense of emptiness in me today.
i dont know why.
anw, today was like, prac gz like mad.
basically prac juhuatai for the whole afternoon?
/: becos grp 2 not good luh.
the beat, rhythm, and oh well.
i suppose after today's prac its better?
quite much better.
it was tiring, physically, mentally.
haha dont think sitting down is easy okay!
it takes energy to focus & perseverance to keep practising really.
but i still am..worried on thurs.
/: hope for the best, & do the best?
ar anw.

i love when you're gone by avril lavigne!


it's lovely, sweet and just so touching.
saw it on mtv and it got me crying.
the 2nd, 3rd time i watched on youtube, i cried even more.
i dont know why, it doesnt actually even really relates to me?
but the tears simply just pour out :(
seeing the old man looking at the photograph, crying, feeling his partner's clothes tears me so..
but for the 4th time, i didnt cry anymore. i smiled.
haha so weird.
it's the kind of feeling that you feel fortunate for yourself.
:)
the kind, you're glad you are not experiencing it now.
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ar blogger is screwed.

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i think i have a mental disorder.
really.
shut too long?
lone, turning to crazyness?
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and if you are looking at this, which is quite impossible,
je t'aime.
:]

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Typed by Yours Truly.