wow...
ages since i have ever ever ever came here.
sigh my last post dated a wholly 3 months ago, before eoys...
hm.
i guess the only right explanation for this long disappearance is the lack of interest, which holds true.
other reasons are probably trival things like being the lazy person i am, cant be bothered to update, sometimes with more 'interesting' things to do, forgetting i had a blog.
haha i really would like to thank everyone who still bothered to tag and ask about my existence on this face of the planet :D (though i really did appeared to be rotting away in some faraway cemetery with the fact that i seldom appeared online on msn hehe)

nvm!
a little update..(:
only a little more than a week to school and i seriously am not in the mood D:<
not because i am absolutely hectic, or have a lot on my hands, but just really, not done with relishing the everydays of lovely holidays :D hehheh but i think recently i am being..quite a..pariah or something. xb
in dec, other than 1 class outing, 1 exclass outing, 2 friends outings, and some christmas shopping with my mum, i have been staying at home for most of the time.
hm other than a few rare going to k's or coming to mine, all these meetings are like, only a week of one whole month...
esp recent days..
i am not complaining at home (at all)or wanting to go out, but i think every human being still need to..erh socialise? like its some kind of nature thing born in you...i just sometimes feel an urge to talk to someone if im at home, and not on the msn..
bah anyway it wont happen.
yep oh & btw, today i just received the notice from nus for my gz exam..guess what? merit man. i think i love the examiner. i swear i didnt bribe her haha. u know..if i can get merit, i think most people can get distinctions alr, and im not kidding at all. i have to be the worst..that day was quite crazy literally, i know i was nervous, but my heart didnt really increase its rate significantly or something. when i played, i..felt no sense of..me. it really was crazy. like nothing, my hands, my brain, my whole body-none of them belonged to me..
and listening for me sucked so bad...>< minor 3rd totally totally blew my marks away...D;
BUT still i got merit. i dont feel triumphant (cos that had to be my worst possible performance ever & i still got merit so if i just stayed the usual i could have possibly gotten a distinction) but i guess...
nope it didnt really lift my spirits either.
aiya either way, its over....
anw recently i have taken a liking to read fanfics. :DD i think i am going nuts (mmm well at least im pretty sure my eyes wont deepen in degrees anymore..) but i cant stop.
maybe i have gone so crazy..that now i dont even mind those haha loud blaring bands that i would have absolutely hated in the past. like MCR & linkin park. ok not all of their songs, but some, that still had some kind of melody and such in them...

see? i have just prattled about nothing of any importance in some rather long paras and i should call .... but its a lil late...oh well no matter :D

oh and i dont know if this is the end for this blog..but i wont delete it anyway; i like to reminise? reminisce? (i cant spell for nuts....) :D
its quite funny and entertaining to read those past entries...haha whether they were meant to be emo or what. ;D

and so for now...
bye bye! i love this blog haha!
happy christmas and happy new year!!!
(with the imminent dreaded reopening of school >< D:)
rah still, cherish the last days... :D

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